A Rush & Siege Lyrics - A Life Once Lost

I can't understand 

What I do wrong half the time 

My judgment is blurred 

From this last year of defeat 

I never once acted like 

This before I met you 

Now I'm a simplified sensation 

I'm nothing, a laughingstock to some 

I'm sorry for my vicious 

Decline into this bedlam 

You see before your eyes 

You see before your eyes 

I adhere to the progress of my 

Helpless desire to live 

My innards are freezing 

Inherently like winter rain 

I never once acted like 

This before I met you 

Now I'm a simplified sensation 

I'm nothing, a laughingstock to some 

I'm sorry for my vicious 

Decline into this bedlam 

You see before your eyes 

You see before your eyes 

You see before your eyes 

Before your eyes 

I'm over infectious regret 

I'm over infectious regret, regret 

My innards are freezing 

Inherently like winter rain 

I never once acted like 

This before I met you 

Now I'm a simplified sensation 

I'm nothing, a laughingstock to some 

You see before your eyes 

You see before your eyes