I'm not comfortable with how we never talk. And I miss you since you went out for that walk. Its been 13 months since May. It still feels like yesterday.
How this feels like a floating. For the physical form you crave. And the gentle reminders. Hovering still the same. . For the curative portion. The dysthymic of bold and blue.
Mom and dad parted ways. We were young and got good grades then. Trees in yards meant to climb. We left home and never looked behind. . To feel alone.
Don't put your faith in my heart. I will only let you down. Don't let your love grow too deep. I don't think I'll be around. There is a curse in my bones.
Could you map this globe?. With a torment slowly rose. To a fear resigned. Quiet room I hope I find. . Cut me open please. Cut me open please. . With an alter robe.
My demons walk with me. They told me not to leave them alone. I put you on that tree. I tore your heart to pieces. . You swept me off my feet. You gave your heart to me alone.
I never knew what it was like to be alone. I never wanted you to go back home. I'm so damn sorry for everything I did. I was just a stupid kid. These girls sings songs that I will never know.
Hold on this will hurt more than anything has before. What it was, what it was, what it was. I've brought this on us more than anyone could ignore. What I've done, what I've done, what I've done.
Moonlight will fall. Winter will end. Harvest will come. Your heart will mend. Good morning. Good morning. You will find love. Good morning. You will find love.
And she comes to me when I am in my sleep. Let the night fall here to hurry her again. Like a thief I wait to steal her to my arm. She is gold in shadow and she will remain.
Box springs are stained with yellow pillows. Held our heads down. Holding the rain outside on the curb. Where I wasted half of your life. Both of our lives.
Hold up your arms, I don't see you. Let tide return. Your tired limbs, sea and battered. I look for you. . I will pull you from water. Let your lungs return to air.
You were the only thing I ever loved. But taken for granted you couldn't stand it anymore. . You were my lover for nearly 8 years. But I am my father and I found another.
Don't it feel like rain today?. Still I think we walk. You have grayed since younger days. In slower rhythm talk. . You have been a stronger wind. The guiding of my right.
I still hear you calling. When sleep is escaping me. I still hear you farther on. . I see you in waking. A ghost in the window shade. My lover, the form you take.
Are you falling towards the evening. From the last light that you saw. From the corner of the curtain. Perching on the wall. . And I kept the words you gave me.
Be still. Bird of winter prey. Lay down. Your faster thinning frame. . Be gone. The salting of the wound. Return. The harvest we once knew. . We're more than just the blood of what we've done.
To cut out the figure. The grounding of this. Let melancholic drown. . To greener reminders. Of better pastures. You're beautiful and found. . Embattled walls that I have raised.