I just want to feel something. I just want to feel something new. . I feel like I'm stuck in this routine. Every day is decided before I wake. Every dream that I've dreamt I don't want to chase.
This is a poison everyone knows. It runs through my rivers.. Created and cured by the same, and it will flow.. . Tear through these holds, and rip away my heart..
Don't catch me at the wrong time. Or you will feel my wrath. The one I wished I never had (wished I never had). . I need to rid myself of resentment. And every last bit of it.
I am so far away. And it's more than I can take. I haven't heard your voice in days. I haven't heard your voice in days. . What is the measure of a man?.
All the lights,. Were too bright to see the spark. That I've been missing for too long.. Something I've been missing for too long.. . My empty cup,. Could never fill another..
We've planted a seed, an ever growing wonder to a beautiful tree. Grow.. Each branch outstretched and different from the last.. Where the old have broken, some easier than the last..
I've been sleeping on stones. . My mistakes are easier made a second time. And I can't move on since I've closed my eyes. Since I've closed my eyes. I've cut off myself from everybody else.
I've been sleeping on stones. . My mistakes are easier made a second time. And I can't move on since I've closed my eyes. Since I've closed my eyes. I've cut off myself from everybody else.
Why have we been so reckless?. Acting like we don't know right from wrong. And it's not like we didn't expect this. When we've really known all along.
Why do we love only when it's convenient to us?. Why do we love only when it's convenient to us?. . It is because we don't want to let go. Of the security that a close heart holds?.
You are so far away,. And it strains on me to hear your voice everyday.. You never know what you have until you're gone,. So when it's over and I'm on way my back home,.
Try to destroy me. I am a soldier. I am a riot. I am the new age. I am the liar. I am an idea. I am steadfast. I am present, future and past!. . Like a forest burning.
Am I not understanding this now?. This world I've held so close to my heart. Is all against me now. And it wears, and it breaks,. And it brings me down, so low, down so low.
Let this love. Carry on, carry on. When we turn to dust. Let these words last forever. Make this life. About something bigger than all of us. All of us.
Woah. . Let me go into this past and see just what's mine. Vices and curses have all defied. The man I've become, the man I could be. Blinding my eyes with my country's sin.
The intent, I intend, the intentions of one will guide.. I strive to speak what I have learned and learn from those I see.. To step out of this life is my ambition..
Am I still breathing?. Am I still breathing?. . I've stumbled over every obstacle. That has come before me. But at least I made it past. I've been fumbling over every word I wanted to write.
I've led a horse to water. But he turned and ran as soon as I turned my back. It seems as if the way here. Wore worse on me than it did on him. . I feel like my words have only given way.
I don't sleep at night,. I don't sleep at night.. I just lay and think,. About if everything went just how I've planned,. And how nothing is going how I've planned..
I'll cast the first stone. Just to take the attention away from me. Anything to protect my reputation. Because I feel like that's all I have, all I know.