Find myself in a state. That always appears this time of year. Feels like I'm in a dark muddy hole. Where everything seems to far. . Baby, maybe time to go.
Don't know where I'm going. Don't know where I've been. I'm back in the Hazy Woods. I hear the mountain's bark. . Until the morning comes. I'll rest my head in my arms.
Cold as a moon too late to turn now. Pictured this day so differently. Both sides of hope but the space inbetween. Is filling us an uncomfortable mood.
Said she's from another world. I said, "I know what you mean". I gave her a little more red wine. Our dreams came up for air. . Messengers from beyond.
When the day is over. and I've fed my kama. When "...the wind cries Mary". ...Lingers on. . Feels like I'm walking in water. anguished water. With twisted emotions.
Nominate myself for what I want to achive. Form my surroundings in relation to the seed. Smiles swims in a muddy breath. thirsting pulsating blood. What else can I do, than to feed me with a bigger thirst.
Sedated every night. I had my wine and my joints. A couple of sleeping pills. Tears of tiredness dripping down. . But after a while, I began to lose my song.
Let me sing for pleasure. Let me drink my treasure. Up to the mountain of faith. Hit me again. . While you kiss your left brain. You oppress you right brain.
Fine woman won't you buy me another drink. I'm broke but not tired. you can pour all your problems on me. . Smoke queen mama kiss me so sweet. Licker King papa make me feel free.
Taking my mind away off things that makes me blind. Now I can't even sleep when I'm drunk. But I'm feeling just fine, you see to me its not so bad. Dreaming away back home.
Looking up from an icy spot. Praying for the rebirth of the sun. If everything would explode. Would you breathe in or out?. . Bring me a dog or a loaded gun.
Dream away, got to dream away. Got to make my head breath. I can't sit here and moan. Got to grab my strings of hope. Try to make them shine. . I'm sick and I'm tired.
On dark rivers we float. Never to meet the releasing sea. Our souls hide. Deep inside our bodies. . We got to feed our dreams. Nurse our dreams. We got to feed our dreams.
Feel betrayed as I sit here cold and tired. It seems that what I valued before. Has been eaten cold by a ghost. . Deeds, what's to gain here?. I want to kill myself.
I've ended the vision of being sane. Tucked the image into bed. I'm sweating denials from the tip of my tongue. You wouldn't belive this nation of pills.
Take me to the river. Dance with the demons inside. Put me in the mist wait for the golden twist. Fly me to the moon we got enough of fuel. Dark moving shadows once got a hold of you.
Blind illusions, no revolution. Stuck in a season of grief. Desperation's of life's frustrations. Down to misty valley. We sail, you better hold on. .
I've been down so long. Nothing ever changes. No matter how much I try. . Got neighbors in my head. They're constantly arguing. About each step I take.
Who said death must be sad?. Let's go together, take my hand. Don't call me mad now 'cos I said so. I'll carry you across the deep black river. . And as I lay you down.