Debbie just hit the wall. She never had it all. One Prozac a day. Husband's a CPA. . Her dreams went out the door. When she turned 24. Only been with one man.
Why'd I have to go and be a fool again?. Why'd I have to go and make a big thing outta nothing?. I didn't know what I had 'til you were gone. It was right in front of me all along.
I don't wanna be here, I don't wanna be here at all. Stuck in my head, trapped inside these walls. So much regret, so much pain. I'm drowning slowly in the mess that I've made.
Tonight the sunset means so much. The one thing that you know you'll never touch. Like the feeling, the real thing. I reach out for that sweet dream. But somehow the darkness wakes me up.
I always knew this day would come. We'd be standing one by one. With our future in our hands. So many dreams so many plans. . Always knew after all these years.
I confess, it's all true. I'm a mess, what a fool. Now what do I do?. . I need your help to get up from my knees. I can't seem to see the forest for the trees.
Blood and dust have changed. All the colors in my mind. Black has made me see. But the truth has made me blind. . To the fears. To the lies. They were here.
Last night I had a dream. It wasn't about anything. It made me smile. It made me scream. . We should take this slow. 'Cause I can't let go. It feels so good.
I drown my girlfriend in her wishing well. I'm not afraid of afterlife hell. 'Cuz I live it everyday, I live it everyday. . I lit a fire on my neighbors lawn.
Make this moment last forever and a day. Watching you drive by, not letting you drive away. Can't you see me trying to wave you down tonight. 'Cause I need to see you one more time.
Everything you know, you wonder friend or foe. I'm the burning in your throat when you swallow. And then you spit me out, your stomach full of doubt. Now you're faking every word out of your mouth.
Fame's what she's wanting. Not a face in the crowd just a disposable pop star. . Staring down from 30,000 feet above the planet. She gets the sense nothing's behind her anymore.
I'm not afraid to go backwards, fix what we broke. My gaze falls behind, you make desire seem so easy. I hold off sleep, it's so silent without you here.
Alone again tonight. In this empty time. The sound in my head. The sight leaves me. Leaves me blind. . I'll write a million words. I'll sing until it hurts.
As long as I. am unforgiven. As far as I am pushed away. As much as life seems less for living. I still try. Let me say. For you. I'd do it all in a heartbeat.