Emptiness, consuming me. Head in hands, I can hardly speak. Looking for solitude. Lost in humanity. True knowledge leads to suffering. A constant quest an endless dream.
Just a mile or so away. Is my dearest friend in this world. He wears the blue and I the grey. And God it hurts me so. The last time we were together. I grabbed his hand and I pledged.
When I was young I was different. There was more inside of me. So alone yet a sense of purpose. The guiding light of the order nurtured me. Daunted by the truth revealed.
"It was very close yesterday. I thought for sure they would break. But this attack that I have planned. A massive strike across open land. In the center they will break.
Stained the land. Milleniums I've prayed. Now I know there's no release. . Since paradise is lost, I hold a crown. I know your name but I am just your.