I brace my heart for the relapse. I'm waiting now for the shame. I've been somewhere and I won't go back again. . I'm holding out for some mercy. I'm praying that you'll forgive.
The water rages on tonight. And the storm is hiding the skyline. I try to see the northern shore. But the waves are much higher than before. . From the deep Lord.
My world is closing in on the inside. But I'm not showing it. When all I am is crying out. I hold it in and fake a smile. Still I'm broken, I'm broken.