I hear you knockin' but you can't come in. You wear your stockings like you think it's a sin. Don't try to tell me you ain't been where you been. 'Cause I know that you've been messin' round with him.
I love the way that you show me. The way you show me you love me. The way you always break me down. Manipulate and control me. Because you think that you owe me.
I run away. Through the dark and empty space. Where the wind will erase your memory. Here in the black there is no turning back. It's the only place where I can get away.
I have been patiently waiting in line. Watching everyone passing me by. And I can't seem to figure out. When's it gonna be my turn. . I'm sick and tired of payin' my dues.
I watch and wonder. As you discover. I'm hoping that I find. Something that reminds me of myself. And I keep hearing. How these days are fleeting. So I try to lock away.
Haven't known you long enough. But now I'm seeing why. You're always on my mind. No one else has ever made me open up my eyes. You're the one that made me realise.
I've been having trouble looking in the mirror?. When I do I can't stand the person that I see. Although my face is still the same. Underneath something has changed.
I've been here before and I don't like it. I'm trying to find where I went wrong. 'Cause I never want to feel the way I do right now ever again. Totally lost and all alone.
Spill out my heart.... But you don't hear a word.... Cause your busy thinking bout how long til its your turn.... So you can go on and on, about yourself.
It's hard to say goodbye. And leave a part of me. These walls will hold so many memories. Underneath my smile. Holding back a scream. Packing up a box of broken dreams.
tonight i'm letting go. of all the old excuses. the fears i built so close. cause inside i've always known. that no one else could ever do. or ever feel like home.
Tell me everything you need. All the secrets that you keep. Even if it takes all day. Even if it takes all night. I can put the world on hold. So you and I can be alone.
I feel the wind rush across my face. Like an invisible wave crashing over me. I started holding my breath the moment I left. Wondering what the day was gonna bring for me.
No more lying to myself. Pretending to myself. And now I'm hiding how I feel behind a smile. Living in constant self denial. . There's something I need to say.
I've been living for too long. With a feeling something's wrong. Like a thorn stuck in my side. Just out of reach for me to pull it out. Now the picture's crystal clear.
Everything I know will change, I'll never be the same. So I'm told as a voice repeats "Again, again and again". What if it doesn't feel like everyone said it should?.
I write your name in my breath on the window. Sit and watch as it fades away. The painful memories. Of the tears of yesterday. . The sky is cold and gray.
I wake up all alone. Somewhere unfamiliar. I've been gone so many days. I'm losing count. And when I think of home. I see your face. I know I have to wait.
Right now it's hard for me. To let go and open up. To tell you how I feel. And what I'm thinking of. I know it hardly shows. It doesn't mean that I'm not trying.
Sometimes I forget to breathe. Life can be overwhelming. Always pushing and pulling on me. Away from what really matters. And I keep forgetting to remind myself.