Try not to wake me. . 'Cause of you, I'm lying awake at night. But I'm seeing our pictures of you. As I close my eyes I fade my way. Into the last of my dream world.
I walk on my own to think it over. I can't believe this is real. It all seems so clear. All seems so right. I can't put on words how I feel. In time you'll see.
I want it to be much more. Than a fading distant memory of the two of us. I keep our picture by the bed. We're greyed out bit I'll not give up on us, no I won't.
I've been thinking about. Taking the easy way out. Used, beaten, disposed, it's tempting. I've been told it's to selfish. Gotta fight to the finish. Thank you but it's not helping.
Staying within your comfort zone. May feel saved, but it can have you fooled. It's treacherous. It's deceiving. . You will not achieve peace of mind if you don't leave the past behind.
Trust the words I say. I'm willing to go the distance. But I'm a little bit fragile. I'm just saying let's take this slow. Don't get me wrong. Let 'em know.
At night I'm thinking of sweet revenge,. I'm breathing faster, faster,. I feel the anger, anger.. I'm redefining the meaning of evil,. Inside I'm bleeding, bleeding.
Sometimes you run. Too scared to take. To take the fight. But hey, it's okay. I'm human too. I know what it's like. . Awakening feelings. Buried in the past, like dirt, like dirt, like dirt.
I've been questioning myself the wrong way. My insecurity made me wanna feel pain. I'd put a knife to my wrist, and part of my story ends. Used to swallow them pills, tried to ease the pain.
I'll never forget,. Not what you did, not what you said. What you put me through,. I'll never be trusting you again. . There's nothing you can say. There's nothing It will bring me back you.
No, I just refuse to believe my eyes. In front of me something I can't recognize. You stood beside me all my life. . The heart machines are ticking. I can hear the life support pumping.
Who are you to call me abnormal?. Who are you to say ugly?. If you only knew how much it hurts me, it hurts me.. I could ask have you seen yourself in the mirror?.