No matter where you start. No matter if your story is worse than mine. Everybody suffered, we all have a background. And the choice to leave it behind.
I thought for a long time. That it began the day you left. Saying goodbye on mama's porch. Forsaking this troubled woman. Cause you thought you did your best.
Lets rent a car and get out of this place. Make them shut up, I really need a few minutes grace. Theyll say were stupid if we leave. And theyll call us chicken shit if we stay.
Feel the way I feel, a taste of what's real. You'd wish you could fly away. It always seems to ease the sweet ol' kiss of nicotine. Sunday, I'll quit smoking.
Watching my favorite reality show. Waiting for the commercial to get another Diet Pepsi. I got 5 minutes between two programs, so I'm already wearing my coat.
I am not gonna make it. I can see the crowd around me. Is getting bigger, and as it is. I'm trying to figure out. Why I feel so isolated. I have my friends.
Lets have a drink. At least find a place to sit. How I enjoy these times. My mind locked on your lips. Im still listening. Im just a little out of it.
The world's not gonna end. I made this promise to me. Repeating to myself 12 times a day. Nobody loves no one, anyway. But someone is still crying. In a corner of my head.
I wont try to argue now. Anyway I feel theres nothing I could say. To ease your mind. Maybe theres nothing exciting outside. But round here Im just wasting my time.
I hate you as many as you are!. . Enthroned on the highest chair, a little. Tiny peek at me and then back to your world. Playing for the staff that couldn't care less.