Hello. Hi. Hey I heard you weren't going out with us today. Nah I don't feel like it. . Oh at least come to the mall. No. Tods gonna be there. I'm so glad it rained today.
I'm starrin' at this empty chair, listenin' for the laughter that went clear up to the ceiling. It's so long since you were sitting there and now the rust is rustin' and the paint is peelin'.
Fingertips tapping' on the table top. She's right there with you but she's not. It's like she hears other voices when you talk. She can't stop. She's gotta go doesn't know where don't know why.
All of these words on paper. All of these thoughts in my head. Deals I've made with the maker. The need that sleeps in my bed. . All of these stones in my pocket.
I'm reaching deeper down inside of me. For answers to questions honesty. I feel like I've fallen from a state of grace. I know that I can't run from my mistakes.