Wait...I said, underneath my breath as she turned away from me. Never did I see the look in her eye because her back was turned to me. Maybe if I had seen a tear drop in her eyes I would have stopped I swear I would; but I kept pushing her to love me but I didn't know that I was only pushing her away from me. Maybe if I hadn't chased her to the door, then maybe she would have come back for more. All that I can say is if only, maybe if I quit saying maybe all the time then you'd be back and you'd be mine. Now I'm lost. I've been down this path before, but it hasn't been a while. I sit here and just think, about my life and how I never seem to win. Constantly not smiling because of a stupid girl, who I only want because she doesn't want me. Isn't it funny how life always works out, works out when you'd least expect it to. Did you know I hate your honesty. Did you know I hate the games you play. Maybe if I sit here for a while, then maybe I'd have you in my arms agian, then you'd be back and we'd be more than friends.
Just another day. Far away from being myself. Can't explain my situation. But I think I'm someone else. Sick of all your stories. The lying has affected me.