Looking back it's funny that we never lied. That night we met when were both alone. We knew at once that what we'd want was just that night. Knew it couldn't be forever.
Though up till then I'd thought that what I had was fine. I realised then as the earth moved that first time. That I had had more here inside. Just waiting for the vital spark.
It makes you so angry. You rage and rage again. But you can't spit it outside. It's bottled in your brain. You feel it in the darkness. The rage inside you grow.
Every time I go to speak my mind you just ignore me. Every time I try to have my say you have it for me. They say there's freedom of speech. But when I try to make free you say.