Too much time has gone by. Take a look back on that life. I see your eyes, I see myself. And I can't look back on that life. . Forced to listen forced to learn.
I was awake, alone, afraid, confused. The only love I knew, the only love I knew. You were the only love I knew and I was afraid. . Scars don't heal. When they grow on the inside.
I lay here silent, how do I tell her. How far away I feel. With every breath she tries to hold tighter. But far away is all I feel. . You needed a hand and I tried to be that hand.
I feel ugly, I'm so tired. Trying to make it all make more sense. I ask you to hold me. Hold me like never before. . I might break. I don't know how much more I can take.
I feel so different now. It all feels so different now. . I had you in my life once. I had that feeling of the real thing once. But now you're gone. And that's all gone.