If you intend to live again. Open your eyes and don't pretend. You're feeling there's nothing worth believing. . God, if you persist you'll die like this.
To think of my task is chilling. To know I was carefully. Building the mask I was wearing. For two years, swearing I'd tear it off. . I've sat in the dark explaining to myself.
The color of the sky as far as I can see is gull gray. I lift my head from the pillow and then fall again. I get a shiver in my bones just thinking about the weather.
You must be leaving. You win a prize for that. For telling lies like that. So well that I believed it. And never felt cheated. . You were the chosen one.
The still and silence is torn with violence. A loud breaking sound in the night is made. Hear it grow, hear it fade. . The sound you're hearing, the sound you're fearing.