I know, I know. If I reach for the sky, and I aim for the stars. Maybe I'll find something along the way. And no matter how you count me out. I will never let you break me down.
You saved me like you somehow owed me. Passion now flowing in my veins. Breathless days can sit alone in silence. You brought me sun and took away the rain.
Found myself just the other day. In the backyard of a friends place. Thinking about you. Thinking of the crowd you're in,. What you're up to, where you've been,.
Where is the world. That we love to know. Where'd the love. That we shared go. Can you be the one. Can you see the sun with me, yeah. . Hate is a word.
I got you, you know I heard you say. You blossomed into a beautiful day. Your sunlight keeps shining in my face. I would see it even in deep out of space.
And so it goes another lonely day. You're savin' time but you're miles away. Your flowers drowning in some bitter tea. For seeing lost opportunity. . Find your mirror go and look inside.
Got inside my head today I felt you. Said my imaginations tryin' to hold you. Responsible for all my ways I told you. You take me in the happy days. I know know know.
Be yourself. If you wanna know your name. Be your friends. And if you ever want to pay. . All of this place. Is all about to fall. Right down on you. If you change what you say.
Two weeks away. From reality. And I was beginning. To feel. I couldn't be myself. . Feel like a fly. Caught in honey. Going to sue... Somebody. . He's gonna see me.
I run away. But never have to go far. 'Cause I know where I'll be (living in my head). Far away from everything. . You'll never reach me. Never see me.
I'd like to kill nobody. . Hold me to the light. All this for me. Arms wrapped around me. . Breathe. Out. Gold. Cold. . Hold me to the light. Hold me to the light.
Working so hard to keep myself in. I'm wearing the scars of where I haven't been yet. Working so hard, crawling this far. Clutching the shards of what was torn apart.
An icy grip creeps over me. A shivering glimpse of what's about to be. Think that's all it's gonna take. Think that's all there is at stake. . It should be getting easier.
You fell on me for the last time. Ugly of the worst kind. Imposing like a dark cloud. Reaching out wrong. . Push away, holding me. Crushing me, push away.
Lifting up from this. Balance under pressure shifts. Feel the gears slip. Feel the gears slip. . Strain, nothing ever lifts. Nothing ever lifts. Drain, nothing ever shifts.
Clinging to a hope. Dust that makes me choke. A tiny piece of dirt. Happiness assured. . Can't be too far. Can't be too hard. Traction having slipped.
Just in time to steal what's mine. Uprooting again. Cold and blind, can't feel what's mine. Unpleasant surprise. . Who was I to think that I'd not be here again?.
Feel the waking up, feel the breaking loose. Start the engine turning, feel the inside burning, fired. Push it to the red line, push it to the edge. And it starts to unwind, latched on sucker.
Crawled from my hole covered in Mud. Forced my face up towards the sun. Burnt, this happened to me once before. Now I make myself go back again. . They've known me, smothered me.
5. 5. . Falling apart. I'm sickening. I'm sickening. . Losing my heart. I'm sickening. I'm sickening. . Retract. Trying to forget. Trying to protect. 5, 5, 5, 5.