From day one its been a test for the best. A road straight down. Prayers at my bed. Time and time again waiting to see our fall. . You cant kill whats dead.
I dont want to die. But I feel that this is it. . Stomach in knots. Twenty pounds less. A weekend of hell. Six months depression. . Lost in a love sick.
What you said I believed. Words led me astray. Lies of friendship, you let me down. A hypocrites truth always the same. . Lies, lies, lies, lies, lies.
This tragedy fills my mind. Daughter of a whore, born from lust. I see it in your eyes. Throw it away, pushed to the side. . A pipe dream reality in my father's veins.
What's up motherfucker?. . In this time of hatred. I choose loneliness. The pain I feel inside. Makes me want to kill you. . I own you, I own you. I own you, I own you.
I feel Im lost to the world. Out of touch and far behind. Put my passion to the test. I feel Ive lost it all. . Look at me with hate in your eyes. A reflection of you is.
I watched you every day. Saw the addiction get worse. Fuckin' lied, when you cried. Stole from your friends. . I stood by your side. And watched you grow thin.
Ohh, because we've sinned, because we've sinned. Everyday it gets worse, gets worse, gets worse. Gets worse, gets worse, gets worse, gets worse. Stomach twists in fear with the thought to turn.
Ive been down before. So I chose to drink it away. Used to wake up pour it down. Hurt the ones I love everyday. . Todays a new day, a fresh start for me.
Everyday my dreams slip away. I won't go out without a fight. Everyday my life is taken from me. I won't go out without a fight. . Treat me as the bastard.
Going nowhere fast everywhere at once. No one is king and there is no God. So if life is a test then Ive failed you all. Put the steel to my head and watch me fall, fall.
There is no one watching them rest. We are all on our own. . Walk down these streets of starvation and death. Where mothers sell their pussies to feed their kids.