overbearing panic attack entrenching my veins. in an hour i'll be ok. i pray this pain will go away permanently someday. I'VE seen more than.... I should have to....
You've got your blind indecisions. Of all the things they say. This is your life this time. Live it how you may. . Give one man powers to kill. And one man hands to heal.
Can't seem to find myself in. The smoke filled room again. The lesson of being bored and naive so I've been told. It's just my own problem. That I succumb from the bottom.
Time. Just a counter clockwise in emotion. Time. It requires strength, love and devotion. Time. A dictation of every person. Time. It moves to make us.
Overbearing panic attack entrenching my veins. In an hour I'll be okay. I pray this pain will go away. Permanently someday. . I've seen more than. I should have to.
When I look into your eyes you help me to realign. And show me just how to be myself inside. I'm in control of everything, it's taking time, but that's okay.
You look like me, I'm sorry for you. You talk like me, I can't understand you. You think like me yea, you're fuckin' crazy. You want to be me but that's okay because.
Hee yee eea. . Why did I let you inside my life?. How could I let you inside my body my soul my brain?. Now I can't make you go away. (Ooh). You're driving me insane and inside out?.
Grown up an only child. One parent home. My style was spoiled and doubted. Not trusted, neglected by others around. . You saved. You saved me. . You were the only one.
Confusing reality. I see myself but it's not really me. How could it be? When I am me?. I guess maybe it's just a dream. . (Come on, come on, come on, wake up, wake up).
Jealousy is raining down on me right now. As the fear of losing you is setting in. But I'll continue to do my best. Although it's scary. (Scary). Wondering if this will be.
Occasionally I feel like the walls. Around are closing in on me. Physically I feel sometimes. I need seclusion to be free. . The irony at last I see. Reality is my perception.