I wouldn't waste my time with anyone but you. But wasting time is all I do. Holding on to self control gets harder every day. Torture me no more, I go away.
So much for you, I can't take this life. To be with you only pushes me, deeper down. Guilt pain and sorrow are what haunt me still. Waking tomorrow, will I feel the same?.
Sifting through the ashes of my life. I thought I found the one that I could always trust. Slowly I began to learn that I can never judge. The things that mean the most to me.