Cop provisions feed my addictions mistakes I made then. I opened up the holes and they crawled in,. Now when it's time for the feed they won't let me forget,.
Suicide, don't give a fuck about this, my life or any other. Just go away and let me hang. Impossible to forgive, forget it, murderer. I'm in control.
This is a song of what I am, a mother fucking idiot. Check it out. . Through my skin you climb. To my eyes, I say goodbye. Now that youre on the inside.
Past times are for laziness and past time is gone.. Can't live in it, Can't live with it.. Hard times for the cryin type are like a wrecking ball. Hard as a stone, can't let it penetrate..
What were you thinkin'?. What was going on inside your head?. Tell me were you drinkin' or just plain insane?. . How were you feeling. With another couple thousand dead.
In this hole that is me. The dead are rolling over. In this hole thickening. Dirt shoveled over shoulders. . I feel it in me so overwhelmed. Oh, this pressured center rising.
What have I done?. Where have I come from?. When I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass. Did I seal the loss that's become me?. . Feeling undone.
Lie. . I'm a fish out of water. Kill me and choke on the bones. Nothing seems to matter anymore. Gotta get back to the reason. Gotta get back to the hole.
Dreams of earthquakes. Dreams of hurricanes. Dreams of pouring rain. Dreams of tidal waves. (To wash us all away). . Dreams of guns blazed. Dreams of fire rage.
We swallow the spit,. Steal acceptance lend denial,. Telling me that my life is free and boundless,. Then I'm forced to stay between the lines,. They construct death to demolish life,.
All work and no play makes me a dull boy... All work and no play makes me a dull boy... All work and no play makes me a dull boy... ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKES ME A DULL BOY!!.
Dig, bury me underneath. Everything that I am rearranging. Dig, bury me underneath. Everything that I was slowly changing. . I would love to beat the face.
Dig, bury me underneath. Everything that I am rearranging. Dig, bury me underneath. Everything that I was slowly changing. . I would love to beat the face.
Dig bury me. underneath everything that I am rearranging. Dig bury me. underneath everything that I was slowly changing. . I would love to beat the face,.
Go, so fucking determined. Yeah, yeah go. You better believe it, confidence. Go, so fucking determined. Yeah, yeah go. Spit out all reason, yeah. . I'm tired of holding all the weight.
Got the disease in my mind that chaos runs through in you. Guilty toys for your insides just plead and I'll conduct you. Believe in me, I'm the juice receive from me the hand of truth.
Breathe. Breathe. Breathe. Breathe. . Push. Push. Push. Push. . I lost you. You were my god. Thought what do I do now. You were never there for me. Never there to carry me.
My soul simply won't bleed. Coal blackened walls surround my scene. Hardened, callous I've been stung by bees. Forfeited courage keeps me in need. . And I need, your soul in black.
Here's to the closing door. Here's to just one more. Here's to all the damned. Here's to the bloodshed. . Cant leave it alone, wont let me forget. Rip off the bandage, and tear out the stitch.