It's a feeling I've had many times before. I can't hold the fort so don't give me more. I struggle and sweat when I'm wide awake. When I know I'm fine, I'm not used to fine.
Getting too busy to make amends. I should try to make it right. Are you ready for the shit to hit?. I think you say you are but aren't. . Doctor, make it better instantly.
Is there a place I can go?. Is there a light to get me there?. If I've forgotten what to say. It's because all words are dust. . If this is really what you think.
It's not something. I need,. To explain again, I,. I won't be caught inside this time.. You can't just leave me,. Having,. Done the hard work, when I,.
I broke into your house last night. And left a note at your bedside. I'm far too shy to speak to you at school. You leave me numb and I'm not sure why.
Maybe somewhere else. Will not be half as cold as me. The curtains drawn the winter sun. Makes patterns on your face. It looks like some kaleidoscopic breathing exercise.
Please don't go crazy, if I tell you the truth. No you don't know what happened. And you never will if. You don't listen to me while I talk to the wall.
I'm trying not to stare. It's too late. The blankets over there. If you like. I'm broken and I'm colder than hell. I should've said I'd not. Come back here.
I'll get tired of the heart attacks. Every time it rings. I'll put myself on the waiting list. And get it all cleared up. . You're the one with the attitude.
This could be the very minute. I'm aware I'm alive. All these places feel like home. . With a name I'd never chosen. I can make my first steps. As a child of 25.