Only through struggle have i found rest. with a piece of me taken away. I begin to understand. hollow out this machine like chest. with its gears that turn to make me feel.
While shutters enclose the boundaries of my heart.. I hold my breath till the steady beating is shut out.. In silence I wait for what is real.. For I know the truth of my perception..
How can I bear this any longer. Arms stretched out only to hold separation. Take me away. I'm dying inside, emptied before you. Take me into your arms.
For so long i have felt alone. Content to live with unrest. Longing faded into countless. Nights that buried my weary heart. . But you brought an end to this dead hour.
The Beginning. . Verse 1. Step out with me into the great unknown. The world's at our feet, let's make it our home. I'm looking at you with the stars up above.
this is what i am. this is what i have become. (repeating yesterday. drain me of my very essence. to form again what lasts. this is what i am. this is what i have become.
i laid the night before me. unraveled that tangles of my heart. all i felt was stale hollow air. these streams of uncertainty. they are all collapsing upon my mind.
All along it was me who changed. Morning now waits for me. All along it was me. Morning now waits. Morning now waits for me. . What I have to gain does not matter.
I have traveled so far to find so little. meaning in tragedy or tragedy. in the search for meaning. dark clouds have lead me here. confined freedom. guides us to security.
Can we die to live another day?. How could we lose sight. Of what matters most. Trying to love. What cannot love us back. All we have is not worth living for.
i've watched them build. upon these empty hearts. false hopes of lossless paradise. gathering together. the dead hearts beat as one. stillborn comfort feeding lies.
(to Stephanie for undying friendship). . did you ever see me. or could you even see at all. i looked at your cold white face. so still, so empty. yet i knew you were at rest.
The contingencies of a day unravel my senses. And now your distance is darkness. And now your distance is darkness. My hope has been beset by your absence.
For so long i have felt alone. Content to live with unrest. Longing faded into countless. Nights that buried my weary heart. . But you brought an end to this dead hour.
Control is dead in this blind world,. For we do what we hate.. Split from inside.. Betrayed by emotion.. We must look past what is in front of us.. Shadows are security..
That night I never came home.. Wandering souls captured my thoughts.. Emptiness filled my mind.. Urgency spoke her lies.. In the confines of these grey walls..
Can you understand my meaning hidden. In the roses around my eyes. I want you to know how much it means. To have you in my life. . Your love brings me close again in this instance.
We climbed a thousand steps. Without a single imprint. Forgotten like my past. This drowning regret will die. Moving bodies lie in rest carried by each other.
94 hours of regret for me to realize what I held. Unfading beauty, not just a face. .... . I held its innocence within my heart. .... Go!. .... No, I won't let go.