Hate. . I hate your face right now. I can't stand the sight of you. So please leave me alone. . I thought you were a friend. But you've ruined my day again.
Feeling like I'll never understand this. All the things I hate about myself. The mistakes I made, I never planned that. Every time I'm good, there's something else.
I toss and turn and I can't sleep. I don't understand my life. I don't understand my suffering. I try to fight, I try to resist. But all the hate and all the pain.
Live in darkest dreams; drugs roam in my head. Nothing's like it seems; still the blood is red. Myself is what I hate; my living and my lie. I blow to my fate; never try.
Well, I trusted you with everything. Between my head and soul. But maybe now you don't believe I've got one. . Say that I don't understand. But fucking hell, I tried.
I'm sinking from thinking. That this stain is my shame. A lullaby from the open sky. Sings through my mind, I don't know why. . I hate myself. I hate myself.