Down in flames, it all falls. Everything that I fought for. Proceed with abandon. What's inside is all that's left. . The reward for my sacrifice. It's scorn and a fist full of crumbs.
Let there be lust if there's no love to feel. Let there be war if there's no peace that's real. All sentiment drains from my consciousness. The agony boils through my veins.
Wounds decay inside my soul. Pain harsher than any that I've known. Realized it simply is what it is. There's just no way to win. . This is what it is to yearn.
Hard to see when everybody seems to have their someone. Hard for me to be alone among them. It makes me want for it to be the way it was. She lets me starve outside her door.