Well, I wake up something more than what I'm supposed to be. Something more than I have meant to show.. How was I supposed to know. that I've wanted, and I've waited?.
"Hey ladies, what's up?". "What kind of pick up line is that?". "What did he say?". "Oh my god, I can't believe it!". "Ew, look at his hair!". "Band guys are so lame!".
I feel locked away. With the weight of the world on my shoulders. Crushing on my head are boulders. Made of lies and dust from all of us. . What of the bonds we've made.
It's time to open your eyes. And wake up to the morning. Today calls out your name. . And I can never be the same. Without you. Ruining my life. That's what you seem to be the best at..
Ash his heart onto the ground. Pull his guts out by frustration. Be careful you might kill him.. . Just 'cause he can't hear what you say. Doesn't mean that he's not listening..
I've grown sick. I've gotten older. I finally have an audience to ignore me. I can yell all I want. But you still, still can't hear me. . I'm pushing myself out.
I never felt so bad. In my entire life. But this time I did it to myself. What do you expect from me?. I did it. So what do you expect from me. . Let go of my hand.