You try to answer slow. You put your head down low. C'mon take your time. Try to choose the most believable lie. . You try to walk away. And tell me everything's okay.
Thought You'd put me in a box. Thought You'd push me into a clump. Make me smaller than I was before. . Thought You'd press me, mold me in. Took a step and felt the pressure on.
When I was a young boy. Saw a vision of your face. I made my first promise to you. Yeah ya know it took some time. But I love you now I realize. . I am the promise maker.
I thought distinctly. Different from now. Wonder dramatically. All about everything always. . All my pushing. Becomes nothing.... I shake the fear. . I used to compensate.