Saw it on the television, heard it on the radio. This in truth is not yet the end. . Bus station, 4 a.m., took a taxi to the city, Matt Ball left. Looking too familiar and I don't know how to feel.
One year ago today I tossed away. A quarter that I should've saved. I faked a farewell fantasy and misbehaved. I never made an effort. . My conscience went.