It could have been but never was. At least the way you thought it'd be when you grew up. And there's so much of you I love but loving you alone isn't enough.
It was a freezing night and not a single cloud. I had a couple in me so I reached out and then I heard your voice. I felt you all inside. I pray for the distance to keep us in line.
You keep it simple at the start. And never question things too hard. It shouldn't shock you. When you're down. This far. . When I think I'm so messed up.
When you pull me in sometimes I almost feel. .... The picture in my head is just too real. .... . It's gonna be how it is, there's some things you don't change.
I've saved up enough courage. And I'll spend it now. But all for what, I ask myself. No, it doesn't feel that an answer matters. . Oh, I thought I needed you to give me strength.
I want someone who lives up to this granduer in my head. And you don't do much to sell me I'd be best with you instead.. I hate the way I feel, but I don't think I can change..
I walked out at 3 a.m.. The coward inside me told me so. I couldn't stand to lie with you. 'Cause when I do I can tell. . It's bye bye love. Bye bye love.
I wasn't worried about the small things. Tried to bury what they might or could of meant. And as far away as you could get, as distant as you've ever been.