I see what is fake, what is real, I'll never know. Can't you see I'm just a disease?. Free fall faking over human emotion and all round. And I'll never see you, never been me.
Fall into my hole. I keep seeking. Is there anything left to consume now?. I wish I were happy living in your perfect world. You were never understanding enough.
Crawling back up from the floor now. I look above me and there you are. I see your smiling face so pure, its gold. Reaching your hand out to touch mine.
Late night comes are you home? No you're not. You're out with urge to satisfy yourself it's your vicious plot. Looking back, I realize that it's my fault.
Stay awake to decide. Are you coming back?. Is this my sanity?. I can't forgive. . Oh, is it the same to me?. I can't take your place. I'll never see you, never flee from me.
Stay awake to decide. Are you coming back?. Is this my sanity?. I can't forgive. . Oh, is it the same to me?. I can't take your place. I'll never see you, never flee from me.
Pull up your car, you're home from the night on the town. Could not find anyone to go home with, to show off your insecurity. So you put your 'I love you face' back on.
Oh, I'm that sick, I see it that way. I'd rather be dead than have you stay. You pretend that it's okay. Right now, it's my time to take. . Feeding off my hate today.
Oh, I'm that sick, I see it that way. I'd rather be dead than have you stay. You pretend that it's okay. Right now, it's my time to take. . Feeding off my hate today.
Face I am nothing face complete by sarcastic tastes. What a waste I think I'd rather die. Wanting never gaining I find myself pondering life. Always situations I can never hide.
A slave to my thoughts daily. I finally lost my craving. Need this to end real soon. You come then you go away. No way, I can make it through this. Can you feel my heart fade away?.
I feel as if I have been dreaming. I am confused as to how I got here. One minute, I am heading down a path of destruction. . With no hopes but for death.
Jade, jade, jade. . Face black, another shadow of innocence tainted. Gave back all the lights and glitter. Wrong track again and again it stings. Wish you all could feel like this.
Images still in my head of you dead. I wish I could take them away instead. I sit in my room alone and cry over my loss. Will anything ever be the same?.
Images still in my head of you dead. I wish I could take them away instead. I sit in my room alone and cry over my loss. Will anything ever be the same?.
I felt so alone. I felt so alone. I felt so alone. I felt. . You left feeling so empty and needing. Can't see the glitter in you. Go away, go away. . You called me all the time.
I felt so alone. I felt so alone. I felt so alone. I felt. . You left feeling so empty and needing. Can't see the glitter in you. Go away, go away. . You called me all the time.