I'm here again. A thousand miles away from you. A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am. I tried so hard. Thought I could do this on my own. I've lost so much along the way.
You never go. You're always here. Beneath my skin. I cannot run away. Fading slowly. . Give it all to you. Reaching as I fall. It's already over, already over now.
There are places in my heart. And corners of my mind. That I? ve hidden from Your light. Like buried treasure deep inside of me. I don? t want You to see, I keep it to myself.
Pondering mysteries with a girlfriend over tazoberry tea. And an open Bible, yeah, there we were. Asking all deep questions about life, and love, and God.
Sometimes I feel like I'm just existin'. I'm not really livin'. I'm only watchin' the time slip away. I've forgotten who I am in You. I'm not who I'm meant to be, no.
As I'm building up this house. I wonder what of it will stay. It seems You just take things away. And I'll admit I shouldn't say these things. But I have got to hear from You somehow.
There's no way I can hide. It's written on my face, all these complications now. . Maybe I'm afraid to open up and let you in. Behind the curtain. Maybe I'm afraid of the questions that I know you'd raise What I thought was certain.