One time feel the restraint take. Disposed, pull my head away. Fall down, reject what's in front of me. But I feed the open intent. . Let you relieve it if it's what you needed to achieve it.
Mother fuck the way you think. You never made sense anyway. Building up to tear it down. You're codependent on apathy. . By design you fucking sterilize - so you desensitize.
I spend my time. Letting these hopeless thoughts run my life. Force me to hide. Just create a truth to all your lies. . I will never be the same. So just leave me down while I'm separating.
My frustration caused the callous. Turned my senses into spite. My perception with no conscience. Made the fear seem almost right. . I was unaffected for so long.
You wear a cheap disguise. Your only vice until the end. Don't have an alibi. You never try you just condemn. You pressure everything. You never bring, you take away.
I can never feel the way you do. But it still becomes me now. I can't take the way you do. But it's still inside me. . Synthetic solution. Synthetic, I'll become.
Conceiving nothing, a precious life with bad intentions. At first it had to breathe, evolved to gasoline. A strictly diesel-minded soul proves to. . Grow and steal, when you try to make us fall.
Untie me, this peace of mind can't let go. Beside me, the finer things start to show. Divide me into your life. Beat it down and it's lying on the floor.
I don't think you want to be the one to see inside yourself. I don't think you want to understand that it clouds up your mind. I don't think you want to undermine.
Fall in denial of. I break I give into myself. Control, I break. I cannot be saved again. Before you take all that was to be mine. Give in because everything you taught will become.
I've reached this point. With fear my only fuel. I found my faith. With nothing, nothing to do. . Run, from you. You're binding me in sin. You've got to.
I've given up everything 'till it seems so fucking wrong. I've always been tied to you, now the bond is fucking gone. You're just a victim. Of your own decisions.
Confide in you. Decide it's true. . Forced on me and then you don't like it. Forced on me and then you don't like it. Forced on me and then you don't like it.
Feel the tension of rejection. Bleach it out with therapy. The confusion exclusion. Turns into my deformity. . Never trust it, maladjusted. I've become my own worst enemy.
If you said that you could kill the things inside me. You're just a liar, everything inside me is dead. Nice of you to think that I could ever be that.
Trying to understand, someone like you can sleep at night. Or are you too busy playing God to fuckers that are chewing on your lies. Another loser born?.
Now I can take this everything I know. Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be. I can never change anything I've done. Because its the only thing I have left.
I don't have what you need. You don't know but I still see. The situation brings me down. . See wasted days inside me. No changing ways becoming. Falling away from nothing.
Forgive me for all you've done. . If I led your eyes to see. If I fed your mind with sickened thoughts. Would you consciously conceive. Everything that I have offered you?.
Dismiss your true state of mind. 'Cause it's too hard to be. Convince yourself it's a lie. The guilt you do achieve. . Failure disguised your choice. You need another voice.