Compared to how you used to feel. I?d say that you feel better. The strokes you had, the blackout days. Has finally come to a state of nothing left. .
Just sitting here looking out. Waiting for you to appear around the corner. Thinking about what to say if you did. But you never do. . don't hate me for my jealous ways.
Taste my loneliness but yet surrounded. Having guilt for these lonely feelings. Every night the same questions burning in my head. Keeping me far away from sleep.