Dear God, it's me again down here. Don't wanna sound insincere. I'm lost, sometimes You're so unclear. What can I do? I'm feeling so far from You. . Frustrated, irritated.
I spent my time trying to find. A way to lose Your shadow. I shut You out, I let You down. How could I be so shallow?. . I never thought of the consequences.
I was consumed. By a life that I made destined to crash. Beat up and bruised. By the flashbacks of my own past. I tried to hide away. Till I heard you say.
My obsessions get the best of me. And lately, I've felt incomplete. Whenever I try to pull through. I slip further away from You. . I'm sick of all this tension.