I don't know how else to put this. It's taken me so long to do this. I'm falling asleep but I can't see straight. . My muscles feel like a melee. My body's curled in a U-shape.
What am I supposed to do now?. . Reveal to me this ugly thing. I'm rusted metal by your head. It's gotten out of hand again. Nobody sees it, but I can.
While my hands are tied behind my back. You save the best and put me last. I've given up on giving you my heart. . I fuckin' hate it, I'll wait and. Think about all the times we've played dead.
The girls on the streets all look sad in this gold encrusted little town. Why is that?. Isn't this the town of dreams?. yeah... But it comes with a price.
What a waste of a life this is, every altercation I permit is like a quiet sigh. From a man resigned to a place that was never his. And the hours are long, even in a world where I belong.
Black line run. Against the center of another dying sun. A situation where the lie's behind the truth. Come together and deny the fucking proof. . I'm ready to surrender.
Ah Come on!. . You won't admit it but it's true. I'm happy without you. I turn away and let your drama pull you in. You always said I was a fool. But something carried through.
I remember now, but I still have my doubts. I think It's gonna be today. Everybody came, but it's just not the same. Why did it have to be today?. . Now my chest is tight, no, I am not all right.
Little supernovas in my head. Little soft pulses in my dead. Little souvenirs and secrets shared. A little off-guard and unprepared. . I was never good enough to find.
Can you tell me how far I've come. And can you tell me where I've been?. Never stopped, I knew I should have run but now I. Don't remember where I am.
I am walking through your streets, I am looking in your windows. I am elemental now, you'll never even know I'm there. I am watching over you, I am living in the shadows.
Oh, you stay locked in your head. While you're raising the dead. And all your neophytes are. Hanging on everything you said. . You can take it from me.
I've seen it all and I know better. I've felt the bitterness and pain. My soul keeps changing like the weather. The only constant is the rain. . I've known your black and white intentions.
Somebody told me you were leavin'. I didn't know. Somebody told me you're unhappy. But it doesn't show. . Somebody told me that you don't want me no more.
Some things are better off forgotten. We bury them in places that we really only visit by ourselves. Oh, and you were a version like no other. Oh, they never tell you what to do when all you see is gone.
I' m not a victim. 'Till I let you take me down. I'm not a target in the sights of your mercy. I never asked for anything. I'm not asking now. . I will not be afraid.
You were my fire. So I burned 'til there was nothing left of me. I, I touched your face. I held you close 'til I could barely breath. . Why give me hope.
My face is horrid and I'm constantly slouching. My place is lower so I'm constantly crouching. I don't believe it - I saw The Man again. And he won't hear another word I say.
Got a pit in my stomach so tight - wish I never had a blast that night. I can hear 'em through the walls for me. Try to run but they always find me. All in all, this is all I can take - when I fell it was my first mistake, but.
It's only common sense. So please don't take offense. I gotta say what's on my mind. . 'Cause all this bitterness. Has made me second guess. And I've waited all my life.