I watched my life flash before my eyes.. I'm not ready to leave this world.. Call it what you will, say what you will.. . Unfinished business.. The will to survive and get the most out of my life..
This is what I need to say to keep to myself from watching you walk away, and the clock is ticking.. Five years fast forward, its not going to be the same it'll never be the same, I dont want to lose my way..
What the fuck happened to the youth of today?. They'd rather praise the face of a boy on a stage.. There's so many things to say about the way we raise our kids to believe of what a hero can be and how much weight you can hold to his name..
I never thought I'd see the light leave your eyes.. Never got the chance to say good bye.. I wish I were there to change the things that happened that night..
Taking a look at myself and all I see is an empty man.. With nothing to do and nothing to lose.. The weight of the world seems so much stronger.. When your faced with the truth of living with yourself.
And so the story begins of where I started my life, I made the best decisions molded on the way I survive.. And as the years go by I'm tested what I will be..
Fight for your life.. What are you waiting for?. How many times do I have to tell you. that you're not who you say you are?. How many times do I have to tell you.
Do you think with all of the madness thats been going on that I've forgot about you?. Amongst the business and success,. I still find the time to think about what a pathetic rat you are..
I am terrified of life, without all of you.. You have defined who I am And what's inside and what I am made of.. I know you've been pushed off to the side..
Who would have thought that 5 years later, I'd be back at it again.. Starting right where I left off, from when I was just a kid.. This is where I got my start, and where my life began to change..