So far away not knowing. How to handle the distance between. Avoiding situations that will show. That this is not the same. . Try to see through my window.
Here I am, all alone. Situations overwhelming again. Be strong, I tell myself. But fall right back again. . But hold on. I think I just realized something.
Consumed by this greedy disposition. I give no thanks for all that's been given to me. See I'm so concerned with selfish ambition. I see what I want and look past what I need.