I have told you things need to change. You never listened or came to my aid. The vicious cycle has not changed. My times spent rearranged. . Mother fuck it all, I can't stand this.
Too tired to figure it out. My head is spinning. My heart is so drained right now. I think I'm slipping. . On my last nerve. I'll get what I deserve. .
Dark room open. No light for years. No way to find out. How long has it been. . Screams heard from a distance. The shredding sounds of pain. Looking for reasons.