I don't think you want to be the one to see inside yourself. I don't think you want to understand that it clouds up your mind. I don't think you want to undermine.
The black and cold reminds me. Of all the distance we have crossed. And if your darkness blinds me. I could never be more lost. . But I'm not the one who seeks your protection.
I've given up everything 'till it seems so fucking wrong. I've always been tied to you, now the bond is fucking gone. You're just a victim. Of your own decisions.
Feel the tension of rejection. Bleach it out with therapy. The confusion exclusion. Turns into my deformity. . Never trust it, maladjusted. I've become my own worst enemy.