Your god is fear. That all you are. Is all there is. . Your god is fear. And nothing more. Of all of this. . Your god is fear. Been and gone. in the blink of an eye.
I try so hard to be just for you. Careful what I want to know and what I do. Make my second nature all you ever see. You're sure it's the only way to be.
The world is neither fair nor unfair. The idea is just a way for us to understand. But the world is neither fair nor unfair. So one survives. The others die.
Yeah, I've been watching me fall for it seems like years. Watching me grow small, I watch me disappear. Slipping on out my ordinary world, out my ordinary eyes.
I've been watching me fall for it seems like years. Watching me grow small. I watch me disappear. Slipping out my ordinary world. Out my ordinary eyes.
I'm always wanting more. Anything I haven't got. Everything. I want it all. I just can't stop. Planning all my days away. But never finding ways to stay.
There is no terror in my heart. Death is with us all. We suck him down with our first breath. And spit him out as we fall. . There is no terror in my heart.
Floating here like this with you. Underneath the stars. Alight for 13 billion years. The view is beautiful. And ours alone tonight. Underneath the stars.
Drowning like a fly in my drink. You drone about being on the brink. But I really don't care what you think. Oh I'm sick of it all. Sick of it all. I hate the way it's always the same.
She whispers. Please remember me. When I am gone from here. She whispers. Please remember me. But not with tears.... Remember I was always true. Remember that I always tried.
This. Here and now. With you.... . "Oh please don't ask me who I am. Or when and where my life began. Or why I ended up like this or how. Don't ask me what I was before.
Nothing left to feel. Nothing more to do. Nothing left to give. Nothing more in you. Nothing else to have or hold. Nothing left, but time to go. Time to go.
How each of us decides. I've never been sure. The part we play. The way we are. How each of us denies any other way in the world. Why each of us must choose.
Remember the first time I told you I love you? -. It was raining hard and you never heard -. You sneezed, and I had to say it over. "I said I love you", I said - you didn't say a word.
I wont try to bring you down about my suicide. Got no need to understand about my big surprise. I wont beg to hang you up about my love of life. If you promise not to sing about the reasons why.
You've got what I want.... . Oh yeah!. It's only for the night. And I will give it back tomorrow I swear. She can barely breathe. Don't stare. I know the dress is tight.
"You and me are the world". She said. "Nothing else is real. The two of us is all there is. The rest is just a dream.... Always meant to be. I can feel it.
Side by side in silence. They pass away the day. So comfortable, so habitual.... And so nothing left to say. . Nothing left to say. Nothing left to say.
All the things we never know we need. Looks like we get them in the end. Measure time in leisure time and greed. And by the time we get to spend. A floating bed.
Tomorrow I can start again. With back to earth and carry on. The same as I did yesterday. Yeah I'll pick it up once more. And morning I'll be onto it.