If i could. Only have my wish come true. Someday, somehow. Take me back to where we used to be. If i could. Only live the past just one more time. Somehow.
Planes thrust. Up thru' the pink. Northern sky. In perfect time. Heavy bright. White ships. Glide on grey waters. Stained shades of blue. Past your window.
Lve is all we need - you said. As you hold me in the confidence of your bed. Tomorrow's turned into today instead!. And I wake each morningfeeling so ashamed.
------------------. . You are just atenant here, you say. living in and out of this life. an cheaply as you can.. . I sit here in the darkness. gently.
--------. Through the soft shades of Summer fused together. by the strange seasons of the City. . The stationary is stained with all my failings. . The bedlays new cold and empty as a casket.
Suicide is an urban disease. Spread by peolple and places like these. A quick self destruct from the 21st floor. A smell of gas through the kitchen door.
What will it matter then. When the sky's not blue but blazing red. The fact that I simply love you. . When all our dreams lay deformed and dead. We'llbe two radioactive dancers.
So these are circumstances. Leading to my sorry tale. I was in a town I didn't know. I'd arrieved there by rail. It all began a week befire -. The joys of Saturday Night -.
Walking into light. From the blank evening sky. Knackles rub away the darkness. Circling my eyes. Walking into warnth. From the cold evening air. Numb white fingers push.
Pauses. Are broken by statements not tenderness. I always wanted much more than this. . Heartsworm misguidance. Disguised in abundance. Of thoughts of the moment.
Here. Upon these ghostly shadows. Of men and women. There are no smiles. Singly. They mingle. With the greyness of the walls. And at strange angels. They travel on.
This house is full of loneliness. Of sad weary silence. I switch on the television. For some company. Two actors. A man and a Woman. Give exaggerated little moans.
At the all night party. Standing in the corner. I am watching you. Drink in my hand. I wish it were you instead. . At the all night party. You are dancing.