I feel the things I said. But never said how I felt. I know I waited much too long. . Could I get it in your head. Without a hit below the belt. Looking back it seems that I.
If you only saw it all. Would your words even change?. The torment, the anger, out last demise. Your truth defeats my time. . All and all, for what it's worth.
These embers turn to flames of yearning. I walked behind for too long. I can't stop the bleeding. These open wounds you left aren't healing. How the days just burn away.
This power's racing throughout these veins. An anger grows and forgets my name. Breaking down, I see red, there's one more dose. Just one more dose to clear my head.
Just one more high. This life is all I know. Hide in myself. I'm condemned by myself. . I'll decay before my time. Choking upon this guilty deed of mine.
distance has bred avidity. i'm trapped and cannot fail. now i dissolve alone. these days have bled me dry. . if lies were true and lies were new. would you still walk alone.