Last night I dreamt you called from Costa Rica. The place you've been for the last two weeks. You said, I miss you, oh sweet boy. And will you come on down?.
You know what? The next time you see Nick. Tell him I'm gonna stick some needles in his face. And watch him on his knees. Watch him when he sees that I'm not fooling, yeah.
Oh great! here I go again I'm stuck in this rut. Not sure how to begin should I tell you everything?. I'm feeling out of luck so I won't see you soon.
The sky grows bigger every day. And the other week I hopped on a train. Cutting through state lines. To come to you as the crow flies. Out there in there offing everything was melon and orange.
I'm in a parking lot by myself. It's quarter to 9 and I've been here since 5:45. Oh, there's no one but I can see some flickering lights. I can hear some dogs, yeah barking in the back yards.
Don't leave yet. It's still early and I haven't even said a word. And I'm hoping that I might upset you saying what I want to. 'Cause it's not like you don't know I've fallen for.
I called you up to see if maybe we could hang out. And I told you I was nervous and feeling lonely. But I bit my lip and you said yes. . And I thought of how beautiful the night would be.
And I say, "Just go. Please, Dave, just drive. Get us as far as far can be. Get us away from tonight". And I say, "I'm sorry. Didn't mean to yell. I'm having a bad week.
I never thought I could watch someone come apart. From the insides to outsides. But every day I see strings fall loose. And every day I see hope lost.
Let me take this awkward saw, run it against your thighs. Cut some flesh away, I'll carry this piece of you with me. So I can say tonight is that I hate you, it would be all right.
Every day seems the same to me. I sit around and think about how alone I feel. Then I wind up rather enjoying loneliness. Because it's the comfort of being sad.
And I grew up on alcoholic evenings. And slow jazz music to keep my heart beating. 'Cause after all that happens in a dissolving family. The need for a song to sing me to sleep still rings true.
Could you tell me the next time that you're choking?. I'll run right over to shove some dirt right down your throat. It's nothing I have against you, you're just a creep.
Tonight I'll stay awake long enough. To stop breathing. And I wonder how long it will take. Before I pass out, drunk off night skies. . Lying on hills.
Ever think we should try to re-establish. That connection that we made. During the summer's days?. . Maybe I should be subtle or maybe. I should be pure, I think we should talk.
Somewhere under water, maybe you could find my heart. That's where I threw it after you had torn it out. Whoa, oh, three days ago. The doctor, he said so, he told me.
Oh well, you've got me under your spell and I don't think that I'm kidding around.. I don't think I can forget you now. I once sat up on my roof and examined the planning of my town..
I said, "That boy's handsome". And a little bit of me wanted to be beautiful. Carrie said, "It's hard to look in the mirror these days. When everyone has everything, you'd rather be".
When it's not fair, why do I have to be so?. Oh, I feel everything much more. Much more than you ever will. And it's too hard when I can't even catch your eye.
Now I've made the decision. To walk behind you in the dark for the rest of my life. And I'll never show my face again. Because it's too scarred and bloody to be enough.