Special guest, will you come tonight?. Brief visit from the other side. . I am patient, I am calling you. In the teahouse of the spirits. . I can feel you, I can hear you.
She's waiting to fall apart. Blind to how bad things are. And I know now. She won't last. She's got everything. But she won't last. . Fighting herself again.
Smile and pose. Shaking hands and stealing votes. Can we all agree. Oh. Not what you said you would be. Not what you said you'd be. Not what you said you'd be.
I'm silent. In the rolling wake. Of lucky and adored. Ugly. A blur on the side. So easily ignored. . Speechless. In my screaming way. They all laugh and smile.
Wait. The rain will come and soon enough. To wash away all that we've loved. Here it comes. Listen. . Stop. The dialogs and the debates. Good things will come along just wait.
What can I say, baby. What can I do?. I tried and failed just to fit in. . I greased the wheels. That only drove away. Always ends up the same. . I don't have much left to lose.
Another lifetime ago two people made. One solemn vow to love honor and obey. Now we got nothing but the shame. And lame excuses. . Hold me down but you won't hold me back.
A break in the fighting. Under desert stars. "I'll wait for you". She said. But she couldn't know. What could come home. . I stay awake and. Make no mistake I.