I've been gone for so long and how I've missed you. My heart was aching for home. and then one night as i lay down, somewhere far from you. I dreamt that i heard you call my name, but my mind was playing games..
If you had eyes like golden crowns and diamonds in your fingertips you'd waste it. If shining wisdom passed your lips and traveled to the ears of god you'd waste it.
I watch you grow away from me in photographs. And memories like spies. And salt betrays my eyes again. I started losing sleep and gaining weight. And wishing I was was ten again.
Hey there what's that in your sky. With all the pretty lights. You think I can get that high?. . Hey you man, where's your motivation. And why the celebration.
Sorry, I'm only. Human, you know me. Grown up, oh no guess again. . My days always. Dry up and blow away. Sometimes I could do that too. But make no mistake that.
I swear when we touched, I saw heaven in your eyes. And jewel studded clouds floating in your skies. Seas of blue and fields of green. Looking like you've fell out of someone's dreams.
I must have been sleeping. I must have been drinking. I haven't been dreaming about you for years. There was a sharp turn and a sunburn. I was too cool for high school that year.
Dear love I miss you much. I miss your smile and I miss your touch. But I found a place where I can erase my past. Maybe someday when you're old and gray.
The sun comes up and five years gone. Life goes on, life goes on. I wonder how you're gettin' by. The sun goes down and I feel blue. Now I toss 'cause my minds on you.
Gone. It's hard for me to see when I'm wrong. It's hard for me to weep when I'm strong. But I could never sleep when you're gone. Oh but still. If you were gonna crucify me.
When I find the sweet hereafter. Put a blanket on my soul. Cast a shadow on my heart. Slide the chain across my door. . Ever turning all the seasons. Ever fading all the days.
I've been down with a broken heart. since the day I learned to speak.. The devil gave me a crooked start. when he gave me crooked feet.. But Gabriel don came to me.
Time of day I can't recall,. The kind of thing that takes its toll.. Over years and over time,. Over smiles and over wine.. All in all it wasn't bad,.
Everything I do. Surrounds these pieces of my life. That often change. Or hey, maybe I've changed. . Sometimes seeming happy. Can be self-destructive.
Oh dear, out here. Everybody stumbles on fear. Who cares if we're scared?. Everyone is on their own. . It's only you that my heart desires. Only you alone can know my pain.
I don't mind. If my heart don't beat and. the sun don't shine. They'll get theirs. You'll get yours and I'll get mine. It used to be that everything was easy.
As soon as my eyes shut the slide show begins. Yesterday is gone now and panic sets in. With a weight upon my chest and a ghost upon my back. And the numbing sensation of everything I lack that leaves me.
I went out looking for the answers. And never left my town. I'm no good at understanding. But I'm good at standing ground. . And when I asked a corner preacher.
Found myself today. I took my cross up and walked away. with amazing grace and an open eye. Even though I was born to lose my way. tomorrow comes on a hurricane.
Take me back Josephine. To that cold and dark December. I am missing someone but I don't know who. Now I'm standing alone and I'm trying to remember. Sometimes I wonder how I ever started loving you.