Am I decided or out of luck?. . How many chances do I get before my head explodes?. What's going on?. . What's going on?. When I look into the mirror there's another god.
Remember the time you said son it'll be alright. Remember the time you said son it will be just fine. Well I'm waiting for the day that my mind says it's had enough.
It's dark. It's cold. My mind is not my home. . It makes me sick to know I have voices in my head. I lost my mind before I knew what it meant to be sane.
Sitting alone in my basement again. Staring at the screen thinking what comes next. I've been at this for days but the nights are worse. The key's in my head but my mind is cursed.
If there's a problem then go and fix it. It's such a simple phrase but I can't grasp it. I lay awake at night. With the fear of dying if I close my eyes.
I've always been a fan of the night life, cause it's the only life I had.. Expressing my mind with paper and a pen playing my guitar till my fingers bled on the carpet.
Go ahead and keep it. Go ahead and keep it. Go ahead and keep your American dream. . Go ahead and keep it. Go ahead and keep it. Go ahead and keep your American dream.
Pick up the pieces. Fix my diseases. . I'm tied down to my bed. Wanna get out but I can't commit. Dead spirit dead spirit. Lethargic lethargic. . Wake me.
I found my vice. I found my vice. It lives in a bottle and wants me to die. . I found my vice. I found my vice. It lives in a bottle and wants me to die.
Who knew you'd be hated for being who you are. And be a big target for all the insecure. . All alone in a wall-less prison. Didn't forget and you're not forgiven.
I keep pushing, for more pulling. Finally grab the rope just to let go. I'm still searching, for more feeling. Look inside myself to find a black hole.
Finally feeling change. New life, new book with a fresh page. I know I shouldn't feel down. But every night these thoughts keep staying around. . And my heart it breaks.
Pick it up! Pick it up, yeah! Oh!. . This is not the way life is supposed to be lived. You're a joke! You're a sick, sick joke!. The way you claim to love it just makes me sick.
Who knew bliss was such a rick. All the thoughts I have I'm too scared to express. I know what. They're gonna fit the mold of some critical prick. . Stay away, decay.
One life, one decision. Make sure it ends with you still living. . How does it feel at the bottom of the barrel. All your friends don't care no your friends don't care at all.
Everything that I say won't mean anything less. When I'm down in a grave. And you've put me to rest. Everything that I say won't mean anything less. When I'm down in a grave.
I might be in too much debt. with the hell in my head. I'm way too aggressive. the nervous ticks. the twitch in my neck. I'll never repress it. . How's the view up on your throne today?.
Losing it, get a grip, turn it around. No one here cares if you're running your mouth. I won't wait around til you figure it out. Dead, dead, you'll always be dead to me.