Having awareness but no true sense of self. You find yourself enslaved in chains of earthly wealth. The unending chatter that plagues the mind. Confusion will be all that you find.
Staring forward with vacant eyes. Imagination cannot survive. Misinformation and compromise. These televised, conditioned lies. Create a system of belief.
I am sheltered by this apathy. Nothing left to do but torch the day. Retreating deeper into my mind. What is it that I hope to find?. . This is the aftermath in me.
Here I go again. A vicious cycle without end. Seeking distance for security. Desperate act to remain free. . A balance point cannot be found. This whole thing will come crashing down.
Just a word all it takes to set it off. Uncontrolled all restraint has been lost. . Absorbing more than I can stand. Of these self defeating unreal demands.