Kiss me goodbye pushing out before I sleep. Can't you see I try. swimming the same deep water as you is hard. 'the shallow drowned lose less than we'.
You shatter me. your grip on me. a hold on me. So dull it kills. you stifle me. infectious sense of Hopelessness and prayers for rain. I suffocate. I Breathe in dirt.
'I think it's dark and it looks like rain' you said. 'and the wind is blowing like it's the end of the world' you said. 'and it's so cold it's like the cold if you were dead'.
I've been up for days. And I feel like a menagerie. I'm scratching till I bleed. And I keep on seeing. Imaginary lemurs. In the street. In the middle of the day.
I'm so glad you came. I'm so glad you remembered. To see how we're ending. Our last dance together. Expectant, too punctual. But prettier than ever. I really believe that this time it's forever.
hey hey! just one more and i'll walk away. all the everything you win turns to nothing today. and i forget when to move when my mouth is this dry. and my eyes are bursting hearts.
Oh I miss the kiss of treachery. The shameless kiss of vanity. The soft and the black and the velvety. Up tight against the side of me. And mouth and eyes and heart all bleed.