Dear God, it's me again down here. Don't wanna sound insincere. I'm lost, sometimes You're so unclear. What can I do? I'm feeling so far from You. . Frustrated, irritated.
I spent my time trying to find. A way to lose Your shadow. I shut You out, I let You down. How could I be so shallow?. . I never thought of the consequences.
As I look back on the things you have said in the past. I hear you talking, trying to make me understand. That you're better than me. That you're stronger and wiser.
I was just wondering why you hide. from anything. you never go outside the lines. what does it take to make you see. there's so much more to be. . So I'm telling you hey, it's ok.
So you say we're fine. Well nothing feels allright. You think there's no way. I'll make you go away. . What dream are you in?. What are you thinking?.
It's taking over. It feels like familiar regret. It get's me started. There's many things I should have said. I find it hard but I'll try, I'll try. .