Another sentimental argument and bitter love. Fucked without a kiss again and dragged it through the mud. Yelling at brick walls and punching windows made of stone.
Now it seems I can't keep my mind of you. My brain drifts back to better days we've been through. Like sitting on blacktop of the school grounds. The love I bitched about I finally found.
I saw you standing alone. With a sad look on your face. You call him on the phone. Looks like he left you without a trace. Tears falling out of your eyes.
A thought burst in my head and I need to tell you. It's news that I for thought. Was it just a dream that happened long ago?. I think I just forgot. .
Boxed up. All of her favorite things. Sold the rest at a rainy yard sale. Big plans and leaving friends and. A westbound sign. . Weighed out. Her choices on a scale.
Come together like a foot in a shoe. Only this time I think I stuck my foot in my mouth. Thinking out loud and acting in vain. Knocking over anyone that stands in my way.
Once I stood in the night with my head bowed low. In the darkness as black as could be. And my heart felt alone and I cried,"Oh Lord. Don't hide Your face from me".
I remember I was asking why. And someday you said I'd know. All these years, of fighting hard. And now it's finally come too close. . I can't believe it's now happening to me.