We were the ones who weren't afraid. We were the broken hearted. We were the scars that wouldn't fade away. . How did we let go?. How did we forget that we don't have to hide?.
What if I'm not the same?. What if I never let go of the blame?. What if you drag me back again?. What if I let you just pretend?. I erase this memory.
We're living in a desperate time. Our only hope is believing there's another side. To all we've known. The truth hidden before our eyes. A vision of a life beyond our view.
I didn't know the things that I could do. I didn't know how much I could lose. Why did I forget so easily. Why couldn't I see I had everything. . But you saw more.
I am right here with you. I couldn't be more close. Pretending that I'm in this moment,. When I'm only a ghost. . I listen to the words you're saying.
(Verse). I am toxic I am so impure. I am dying inside I'm dying for a cure. . Separated I am quick to resist. I am all alone infected with this. . I'm immune to you, you're immune to me.
You opened up the scars again. Consume me like a cancer. Bringing on my wicked might distorting all the answers why!. . The more I try to walk away. The more you flaunt it in my face.
There's no use to try and suppress. It's always there reminding. The one wound that never forgets. Open and undying. Always alive, always inside. . And no one comes out the same.
You always said we'd meet again. You always said You'd be here. Where are You now?. You touched the deepest part of me. The places I could not see. Just tell me why I'm so dark inside.
Tell yourself its over now. Try to kill a broken vow. If only you could find the strength. To kill the memories. These empty pages never turn. You lit the flame and let them burn.
Let it die!. . Sick of all the promises you've broken. (You break them all). I get all the blame and you're the victim. (It's all a lie). How long will you hold on.
I am crawling blind. Followed by, what I left inside. For you, just you. I'm caught in place. What I can't erase. . I will run and hide until. And I will leave behind a.
You're a monster in my mind. You're the one I can't leave behind. You crawled inside, I watched you die. Did you think that you could bury me. . Your love is a lie.
I try to run, I try to hide. From a voice that couldn't satisfy. That was me, always needing more. But letting go of all I had before. Cause it feels like the end.
Turn around they might be watching. And you never disappoint them. Hide your innocence before they see right through. You mustn't disappoint them. . You need the danger just to feel your heart beat.
Out for screaming from within. Begging just to feel again. Can't find who I am without you near me. I'd give anything to live, without you I don't exist.
I know you hate me. I never meant to make you feel this way. I feel so betrayed. I never thought I could feel condemned. I never thought I could feel all your sin.
(Hear me). Now the damage is done. I can't escape, can't run. Can't undo what I've done. (I am waiting). Do you hear me now?. Will you answer me?. Are you even there?.
And this is how it feels when I. Ignore the words you spoke to me. And this is where I lose myself. When I keep running away from you. . And this is who I am when.
And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me. And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you. And this is who I am when, when I don't know myself anymore.